new start.. ish

... well ive got a new start on life now..
haha, i think me and michael r the only ones still writing a blog :P:P:P
ive found so many new books to read.. like gd and kol... they are some of the best books
i have ever read :)
i really have changed cause of all the ups and downs in my life. i guess they are all learning experiences!
alright, well i'll try to keep u posted. :)
xox
Erin.

I missed some things from last Blog.

As you all know im very happy right now
I dont have any problems and i'm really happy.
I have some one to thank for that
Your kind of Advice is the kind i like cause its real and stuff like that.. it makes me think hard so I thank you very much for showing me that i over thing everything and that i didnt really have any real problems, and you can come to me for anything!
Also.. i would like to say.. to jake... ;) i'm sorry and that it was for the best
thanks guys!
xox
-Erin

Zero to hero

Yay im so happy. I've gotten over so many things, and im happy that i am where i am, Im so happy that this person is leaving, he takes away alot of stress. And i;ve gotten over many other people too.



Im also happy becausei finished my music project!

Now hannah wants a littlle say in my blog:


HEY ERIN DIDDNT I TELL YOU TO DO THAT MUSIC PROJECT LIKE 1000000 TIMES WHEN YOU SPENT THE WHOLE DAY TALKING TO ME!? AHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Well.. things i want to say

.. first of alll
we didnt start any thing with... you this time.. you broght this one on from yourself...
i didnt start anything
and sure.. i can be two faced.. but i do not look depprest! how dare you say that...

second. of all
I'm sorry.. but i cant do this any more... you hurt me deeply and no sorry..
i now understand how your mind works.. and i do not know how to get into
a mind like that.. i'm not like the other girls.. your just going to have to like
me for who i am.. i know its a long shot.. i'm sorry

third.
I love helping you.... but what u ask me to help u with is a little over the top.. i
love helping you.. but if one day i have nothing to say.. i'm trully sorry.. but i dont
know what to say about your problems.. because they have never happened to
me since i have never had a boy friend...
luv u all
xoxo
-Eriin.

Worried...

My I pod won't let me type... And if it seams like I'm not tell u everything I am.. Never hide any thing from u promise :)

my name means....

Erin- Irland- also means
Beining left out in the cold.

DO NOT DO WHAT YOUR PLANING TO DO IT WILL BLOW UP IN YOUR FACE!

-XOXOX erin...

Friends i love <3

My Beutifull friends.:)

--you are always there to make me smile... your like a sister to me i love you soo much
you always make me laugh and i will never forget all the stupid jokes we made..
about diffreint
types of movies and stuff.:)
--Now.. You are always going to be here for me... we just really started talk
4 weeks ago or so but i have always thoght of you as a very close friend. love you.<3>

give give give

... i give and i give and i give.. and what do i get in return.. oh my friends
being happy and there problems being fixed.. trust me it makes me very
happy to see my friends have smiling faces. but who do i go for help?
some times i dont really have anyone but i do have the best friend in
the world you doesnt just help me she makes me realize there was
nothing to worry over. unlike other people who bring up fancy words
and sweet sayings. She has helped me alot and i look up to her in so many ways

-i'm sorry that i cant help you two any more but i have given to much...
i dont have the kind of experience you need i'm glad to help,,, but i need some spase.

I'm sorry.

well..
lets think about this...
Hello my name is Erin and i'm kinda new to this whole blog thingy.
i'm not into these hole introductions. so i'm just going to get on with it.
umm
firt i would like to combined one short little saying for two very
important people in my life right now
- DO NOT waste this.. you both diserve eachother perfectly well...
two puzzle pieces perfect for eachother.. so dont waste this time you have...
even though it seams like its going... its not so be happy and live your life
together to the fullest because these are the times were it counts.
second.
- Please dont judge me i'm not one to be judjed i am very sensitive..
and i crash and burn and i dont want to get into things...
i just dont think i need you in my life anymore because u almost
made me go up to my best friend and start to scream...at her because
I though she was lieing to me.. but hello stupid Erin didnt realize how
much of a lier you are... u know how much it means to me... just im done
with you. Knowing me.. i'll probibly forget about this but.. i'll try my best
xox Erin.